I really want to go up to NY and see this person

a song to go along with current mood - her fill of love is good too

And a Day - by Ari Scott

and a day
sometimes i'm sad but i try to hide itput on a brave face for mom and dad
i know you never meant for me to feel slighted
i know you never meant for me to feel bad

sometimes i get angry and don't know how to show it
sometimes i think very bad thoughts about you
i secretly love you and don't think you know it
i wonder if you love me and i don't think you do

someday i'll grow out of this
i can't wait until i am rich and far away

i thought if i somehow could harness some powers
i thought with some magic i could find a way
i thought if i'd grace you simply with my existence
i thought that you'd stay for forever and a day

oh

sometimes i get pissed off at the world
mom always says, you know, "life isn't fair" but
sometimes i'm sick and tired of being the girl i am
life would be easier if i didn't care

oh i never wanted to complain
oh i try to be real good
oh i never wanted to complain
oh i'll be the girl i should

someday i'll grow out of this
i can't wait until i am rich and far away


i thought if i somehow could harness some powers
i thought with some magic i could find a wayi thought if i'd grace you simply with my existence
i thought that you'd stay for forever and a day
music and lyrics by ari scott ©2002