Wednesday, March 08, 2006

funny little thing called lo....

funny how some things just sneak up on you, then won't go away. even when you are being logical and know there is no way that thing can ever move outside the boundaries of your head... and yet... you really want it to jump from fiction to fact. Then reality comes crashing in and you realize what you want is happiness - and not just for you - because that ain't happening no your fact will have to come another way - fairy tale stories are just that - fariy tales that go poof and leave you as empty as before. No you just know you'll stay in your boundaries and wish for all that's holy that happiness for her, that she can walk away into a happy, filled relationship sunset and at least then you know part of you will be ok cause she is ok even if she won't be sharing that with you.
mood - meloncholy with a twist of lonely

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