Stupid words

Well it seems i backed off when I didn't know I was, I thought I was responding to them backing off and doing a good thing

I knocked someone off balance by something I did because they thought I meant something I didn't and it seems to have made things more messy and worse not better

I don't know what to do next

I din't know what to say to not be backing off or to be more to make them talk back to me

I don't know how to go after what I want

I don't know how to show more than friends

I don;t fucking know anything anymore

I just don't know

and I so badly want to know oh god I do

but i know this, I am not backing off, i will give space but i know what I want, I just need them to tell me what they want