Just Tired

Yes I changed my song, not because i condone the drinking until you are in that state, but because I have been playing this song on repeat as the feel and overall theme of not carrying about things getting you down just dance is where i need to try and keep my head or my morale and ood will forever be low... I have been having a hard time writing and doing anything... I just gotta take care of a few things and hopefully life will be better. These just happen to be things that can not be fixed over night and take time and patience, but I am getting so tired... - ok - just going to go dance....

Lady Gaga - Just Dance

New experiences

Ok - so yes this seems silly to get giddy about, but I learned something new today, did something I have never done before - I called someone in another country. It was so cool, we still are trying to get the texting down, but I actually got to hear her voice.

her being a person I RP with who lives in Sweden (and I must say, oooo what a voice - I love putting faces and voices with online persona's... and yes, I liked her voice for the 1 minute call we had.

But we had to figure out calling codes and country codes and it was cool - not just hearing her voice, but the whole experience... I love exploring new things

I have a three day weekend - gotta use the time to get my one college class ready as well as getting my other classes ready... just a bitter cold is hitting the area and that makes walking and such hard - I am headed to the mall, this time just to walk hehe

Well as soon as the fix it guy comes to look at my dryer, hope that gets fixed... and ooo going to Vegas in June- yayayayayay - ok laters all

Cookie time, new song and shows

Well Girl Scout Cookie Time is starting so if you want some, come and get them ;)

I like the new Kelly song - hence putting it on my myspace - it kinda fits a couple things... :P but I really just like the theme of the song and the pop-ness of it (yes very different from my last song by Nightwish, which again if you have not listened to them - try them - you might like them hehe)

Been finishing catching up on the New Doctor Who and now about to work through Torchwood. Also Sanctuary - loving it loving it - myyyyyyy hero is Dr. Magnus hehe

College classes about to start up, whew, time goes fast. Rearranging a few things with the classes so trying to get that finished, then must turn attention to updating the Advanced web design class... also we got a grant so more writing and fun :P

The Brownie Skate night fundraiser was a success, other than the much too young 4th - 6th grade kids asking for songs that are - wellllll I could not play in mixed company, I am like do you even know what they are singing about :P

Going to to listen to Lady GaGa Just Dance and do laundry and such - blech, but necessary. Actually this weekend I need to do MAJOR cleaning - phew... ok - catch ya alls later!!!!!!

NEW SONG - My Life Would Suck Without You (dedicated to someone whom I will leave nameless)

Kelly Clarkson

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before

Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way
I found out I'm nothing without you

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you, but I can't let you go
Oh yeah

Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Primal Scream therapy

Due to the events of the last week

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ok I feel slightly better

no wait

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IN WITH THE GOOD OUT WITH THE BAD (REST OF POST BLEEPED DUE TO BAD LANGUAGE)